Refresher

Man! I can't believe it's been this long since I've blogged. I guess it doesn't matter since I don't have any followers except one and she probably forgot about me.:)

I guess I should use this as a refresher to get acclimated to blogging again. But I guess it's like riding a bike...

So something that's been on my mind...the opposite sex. Can't live with 'em...can't live with 'em. Why is it so hard to fathom being without a mate, companion or special friend but at the same time when you've been single for so long you can't imagine how or which way to jump back into the "together" mode?

Sometimes that's not like riding a bike...more like driving a dumptruck-I have no clue how to maneuver that rig with all that baggage or even without all the baggage since it still has the capacity to hold a lot or let things fall.

Where do you start? Do you say to this new person, "Give me a minute; let me get my bearings"? Or do you wait until you know this person is right and say, "Can I be honest? I'm afraid." Taking the "I got this" road just seems so untrue because sometimes we don't have this. But sometimes we don't want to make a big deal out of one or two dates...even though those dates may lead to the rest of your life.

It's not easy to tell; so should I risk it?

Hmmm....

My fear

Ok so this is the third day and I feel I need to say something to the world. I'm trying to get used to this blogging thing but time is of the essence. Where is the time? Where did it go? What's on my mind right now is ALL THE STUFF that I have to do. I thought I was on summer break...I have to make some changes or else I will be consumed by paperwork! Teacher eaten by a ream of paper ...what a headline.

Day 1

So...I created this blog for my grad class but I am actually excited to do this. A friend of mine showed me his like 2 years ago and I thought, "who has the time for that?" But...to make time to get my thoughts out of my head before it explodes is probably the smartest thing I could ever do.